Don't tell me what I can and can't do!!

So today I was told to "be careful about what I put out on the Internet" by someone who I feel has no say in what I do. This person was particularly offended by a few posts back entitled "WHY?". I guess it made them sick by reading such and had to stop halfway through and not even finish it. Well I feel the reason for that it because this person knew the truth, and hated seeing it put out there in public for everyone to know how bad it really was. My blog is a way for me to share how I feel. It is the way I choose to Journal. It is my life and nobody, and yes that includes the offended person, can tell me what to do anymore. I have been put through that one too many times. So in an effort to keep the judging eye from viewing my blog I am going private. As much as I would like to warn people of the dangers that are out there that I have been so unfortunate to be around, I wont. So if you want to follow my blog, or be one of the privileged to read up on how I am doing and how my Daughters are growing so much please email me so that I can invite you. If you are jut a blog stalker looking for information to pass on to others then sorry to burst your bubble, go ruin someone else's life.
My email is rebekahweber83@gmail.com
And yes it is official my name is Rebekah WEBER. That battle it done.

Happy Birthday Baili

Well Baili is 5 years old today. I cannot believe where the time has gone.
Baili is very much my little helper. She loves to do experiments and to try new things. She likes to color and then cut out whatever it is that she colored. I can always catch her putting on lip gloss (thanks Shaves and Derek) and trying to make her hair pretty (thanks Kimmy and Jamie). Her new favorite pass time is to play on the computer, typing a list is what she does best, and if I let her she really likes to go to websites and do the children's games on there. My parents got her her very own "lap top" that she now never lets out of her site. She is very good at sharing her toys, and she is a great big sister to Kristen.

Baili is very smart and always wants to try new things. She really enjoys being outside and likes to do hopscotch.

I think that Baili will grow up to be a very loving girl, always willing to help others, and comfort them if need be. She has always been able to please the crowd and I know that Baili will always be that way.
I love you Baili, happy birthday! I am so proud of you.

Also as a side note, I made Baili's butterfly cake. I thought that it turned out cute.

The best weekend ever!!!

The pictures say it all. This weekend was so much fun, and such a uplifting weekend I cannot even begin to tell. On Saturday morning my roommate and I cleaned house and rearranged it. I was able to organize the girl's toys and get rid of some of the toys that they NEVER play with, and make too much noise. Anyways after that we all went letter boxing. This one place that we went to was so pretty and the leaves had fallen and it was just beautiful. So we took some pictures out there in the park. As you can see Kaleb, my roommates son really likes Baili. All the time they will say they are going to get married and be happily ever after. It is so cute. Then after that we came home the kids ate dinner and then my wonderful sister Shavonne came over and watched the kiddos so that Trish and I could go to a fireside where Elder David A. Bednar spoke. He is amazing. He did a question and answer fireside. He was very blunt and very sincere. He made us laugh but at the same time he invited the Spirit to be there in that meeting, and I can honestly say that I have never felt the spirit so strong than last night. He talked about how being one of the 14 present in the calling of a new prophet, he talked about the dignified way of it, he talked about our agency, and forgiving and forgetting. He spoke of the Book of Mormon and he bore his testimony of the truthfulness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. There was so much more, but know that I too have a testimony of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I know that it is the only true church on the earth today, I know that Joseph Smith saw God the Father and his Son Jesus Christ, and that by and through them we now have this truth. I know that the Book of Mormon is another testament of Jesus Christ. I know that Jesus Died for our sins so he would provide a way for us to return to live with Heavenly Father. I know my family is forever. I know my girls will be with me forever. I feel that it is important for all people to come to this knowledge, and hope that you will pray for yourself to know this truth.

It was really a great weekend, and I am excited for many more to come.

Guess what?!!

Only two weeks!!! Need I say more? I think you all know, but for those who do not, it's only two more weeks of this dragging along, going along till the last minute and then changing your mind and deciding that what was once liked and your idea is no longer what you want to have happen. No more control, no more multiple personality, no more walking on egg shells, no more not being able to talk to my family, no more of the devil. TWO MORE WEEKS! and all will be final, and I can date that really hot guy (when he comes along) :P. And I can smile again, and I can sleep, and oh so much more. Thank heavens.